Monday, July 6

MMM chocolate

I didn't have very strong cravings while pregnant but I'm making up for it now. I have had at least one bowl of ice cream everyday since Presley was born... not to mention lots of other junk!
Last week I ate a half pan of brownies (in one day)...
Sunday I ate 4 cupcakes, 2 bowls of ice cream and a bunch of fattening "cookout" food.

Last night I told myself that Monday would be my day to change. Today i wasn't going to have any desserts, ice cream or candy and I was going to try to drink as much water as possible. I did okay until about noon when Molly begged me to buy her sweedish fish in the check out line at the fabric store. I bought them and made her share a handful. (good thing she doesn't share well or i would have had the whole bag). Then i got home and really wanted to have a bowl of ice cream, but fought the urge and drank a giant glass of water instead. I stumbled across a bag of chocolate chips and couldn't take it any longer. I probably ate a 1/2 C to 1 C of chocolate chips. How desperate for chocolate is that! MMM they were good. I want to go back in the kitchen and eat the rest of the bag... but I've already brushed my teeth.
I'm making progress.

I'm anxious for my 4 week check up. I'd really like to be able to go for a jog or something exersize-ish.

As of this morning I've got 9 pounds to go to get to what i weighed when I got pregnant with Presley, 12 to get back to what I was before Avery and 21 to get where I really want to be.

21 POUNDS!! I need a plan and a deadline.

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