Grouchy!

Call me negative, grouchy, impatient... whatever you want to call me, I don't care. I'm ready to be skinny. And not,"just had a baby skinny"... I'm ready to be SKINNY -end of story.

There's one week left of bootcamp. It's been really great. The work outs are killer and it has forced me to eat healthy, which is a total 180 for me. I'm used to lucky charms, taco bueno and frozen pizza being my daily routine and now it's egg whites, turkey bacon, raw nuts, lots of meat and veggies. MMM my mouth is watering just typing about all the delicious things I've been eating over the last 5 weeks :-)
OKay so here's the crappy part. I've lost 3 pounds! THREE!! How in the heck does that happen. I am fully aware that muscle weighs more than fat but I'm still not very strong so I just don't understand it. When I got married I weighed 124 and I was buff. I was working out with a trainer 3 days a week and ran 3 miles at least 4 days a week. Okay so... I had all those heavy muscles and I still only weighed 124... Now 5 years and 2 kids later I'm 140. I can barely stand to type that. It just seems wrong.
So... no more cheating on Sundays -that's our day that we're able to eat whatever we want and not get in trouble at bootcamp. I'm going to get down to 130! I wish that I had 1 more hour in the evenings cause I'd like to sign up for bootcamp again but it's just so time consuming. I think I'm going to get some home videos to do and run... that's my plan.
SO watch out cause the old Hailey is coming back and this is my way of holding myself accountable. I've typed it on my blog so it's official :-) I can't quit now!

On a more positive note.... I did squeeze my booty into a pair of 28 jeans that a co-worker gave me, but my legs and booty have never really been an issue for me. It's all the yucky stuff that oozes over the top that makes me want to eat broccoli and chicken for every meal.